waking up sleepy I forgot
"sigh, meet a flowing river!" she says
words i remember, places i remember
a detour to the park alone after grease
stains and how embarrassing i forgot;
before the girl's existence was of little consequence
to me,
deliberating the point of my own;
pain killers, little nooses taken with water
over and over and over
gonna use that hate to tear myself from my true life giver
my little center of attention. i'll go back, off myself again.
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